Doing the Math of Blessings

I thought i could win over my wpwsyndrome congenital heart disease, i was wrong. For the past few days, i have been thinking about this ex-friend and i have been dealing with the bitterness through my most loved outlet - writing. Little did i know that when another person commented in favor of my ex-friend, i was pushed to the limit.

That night, after reading the comment, i felt sudden thumps inside my chest. My heart suffered from the stress brought by unnecessary people in my life. I have let them hurt me. That would be my fault because i have let them.

For several days, i was contemplating whether to take my medicines or not, because prior to the monday thumps, i was feeling very light. I thought i am already healed. Sometimes optimistically speaking, i don't feel i am sick.

In my other blog, i have reiterated that i will stop thinking about them, even in my most valued way of release, i will not include the thought.

So instead of my saga of entertaining loads from ex-friends, i will just pay my tribute to those who have helped me in one way or another... And like what we have been doing through exchanging sms, this is one helluva group message hehe...

Tita Miles - count on me, by Whitney Houston, download it now girl, that's for you.
Jhanzy - i always owe you a lot of things, and thank you for accepting me although i'm an egg with cracks. hihi
Chied - my forever bestfriend, you are just a text, or a call away. Thanks.
Lyd - my other bestfriend, i can FIND you at all times. You know how to be available when i need you.
Beng - geez, i dunno how to thank you for all the things, you are the bestest.. hehe
Nance - i want to see you happy too, im just here, always.
Neth - my dear neth, i love you too, you just thought otherwise hehe
Alma - i could never imagine friendship without you..
Belen - mother, sis and friend, thanks for the care
Gilbert - my kapatid, we are the same, we are both....gay hehe
Ophee - my other kapatid in the grove, hehe
Mamu Isay - my precious mamu, miss you
and to all who have remained true to me....

im still counting the days with you guys.
kisses.